1. |
Ego Death
02:48
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I, I love you
She got abandonment issues that’s why she got trust issues
I get spiritually attacked everyday
You sending her a text when your lonely
Thinking she’s definitely not with this other dude
Told yourself a lie saying all the times she didn’t reply
She was asleep, she might text back saying I miss you too
So obsessed with the fairytale, but I’m with her laughing at your messages
Telling you that she’s busy; busy Fukien me
But it’s okay cause you can focus on yourself
Because right now it’s just me and her
It’s a constant battle between good vs evil
When your good they’ll try to destroy you
Females don’t like to downgrade
After Fukien with me, it’s gonna be hard finding someone better than me
People draw inspiration from me; I’m a gem
Don’t be a prisoner of the past, be a pioneer of your future
People are more concerned telling your mistakes to others than to tell them to your face
Shawdy is a ten, but hate doing collab songs
That’s why her track list is never long
That bih is one of those acting like she never saw a black guy before
Everyone be up in their feelings, man grow some balls
Your a bih and insecure; why you stressing for?
I’m just a masterpiece learning to master peace
Your opinion of me doesn’t define who I am
I do all that I do just to make sure I’m satisfied within myself
Cause I don’t want to go to the other side and regret this
Then come down to this shit once more
That’s not gonna fly
I was scared to commit that’s why I questioned if it was all true
If we could really make this work
We were moving so fast long distance
But we still haven’t even seen each other
How would I know this will work if I didn’t see your presence?
It was hard for you, I get it
But you have to look at both sides
I was falling too deep, too deep in your love
I don’t know how to approach you cause all the time I get it wrong
But no complaints, everything’s for my greater good
No entanglements anymore
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2. |
Want You / Close Friends
03:12
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Get sturdy look
Women do me wrong cause they know ima make a song about it
I used to talk about it on my socials, but that was the old me
Now I see you’re doing the same tendencies
I mean your my clone, so you better catch up to speed
I make a profit selling these girl's dreams
I create art over my hardships putting them in my streams
We started off as close friends
Then she told me she had a boyfriend
But I knew she was capping cause she ended up giving me her number
Then we started to vibe out ever since
Cause we started off as close friends
Then she told me she had a boyfriend, but I knew she was capping
Cause she ended up giving me her number cause ima be her boyfriend
I ended up being her boyfriend, but we started off as close friends yeah
I will always want you
I will always want you
I put my trust in you, so don’t disappoint
Watch people not here when I’m gone from social media
But watch they all start coming back when I post
You was looking at me smiling
Why don’t I come up to you, right about now
Shawdy was smooth like butter, call it a la carte
Cause I’ve been looking for your heart
It’s something about your voice that makes me come alive
You got all the followers, so now what?
You see me and you still over here getting starstruck
Shawdy you was a bih
Shawdy love how I tip
Shawdy in love with my drip
I used to pray when I was 15 to ice out my whist instead of making my whist bleed
Birthday party whole crew was mobbing even though we was only five members deep aye
I will always want you, I will always want you
I will always want you, I will always want you
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3. |
Last Days
03:00
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Nothing’s permanent don’t stress no matter what
Knowing that you’ll survive no matter the cost
Is a good place to put your focus on
Love doesn’t care if you are ready it has its own timeline
To which your heart will adjust
Every day it will hurt less be patient with yourself
I stopped looking for someone to love and instead I became that person oh
They’re not the only ones that’s gonna come back around
They lost out on a diamond to play with rocks
They tried to explore, finally realize that none of them were pure
Now they tryna come back to the dime cause all along I always shine
They're so normal, sure they got some internet clout but your ish
If she fuk you, she’ll practically fuk anybody else
The problem with you is that you can be replaced
I don’t have that problem, but you do
If you really think you're special after all these months
Thinking she wouldn’t find another dude then your out of your mind
Everything has a purpose
Look at the life you created you deserved it
All in life is given to us to learn from our mistakes
Let that sink in while I take a break
Walking alone can be the most freeing time of your life
Take that time to evaluate what you want without the influence of others
Take that and flip that ish
They stabbed you and pretend they’re the ones bleeding ugh
Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery
I’m a keeper, but y’all never beg to be kept
Only in my pain did I find my own will
Only in chaos, I learned to be still
Only in my fear, I found my might
Only in darkness, I found my light
Sex is cool but have you fuk the system?
No, tell lie vision it’s all a distraction
I don’t need singles and it’s simple
I used to work for my public image, now I’m working on myself
What’s meant to be will come your way
What’s not will fade away
I be working from seven to eleven, that’s why I’m so distant
Tryna not stress, coping through work
I have to keep my mind in check
Cause I can’t be overthrown by tech
I’m a hunter and your my prey
But the LinkedIn girl didn’t want to stay
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4. |
This Other Dude
02:52
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I tried my hardest for you
I guess I have move on just like you
Don’t forget who started this ish, I appreciate you
Near the end of our relationship, you wanted to end things off
Cause you told me you had another dude on his way
I was lurking on your page
Saw you took a video with this dude
I see why you ended things off
None of these women will truly inner-stand me
This is all happening cause I’m the most pure
I have to go through this to endure
That’s why it’s hard for them to love me cause when I say it, it’s true
When they say it, they just want to feel something
We haven’t even tried, you never took that flight
I told you we needed to see each other to make things right
Then you never showed up
But you took that flight to be with that other dude
After a year of knowing you, I should’ve known
We were both broken through the process
The other one came in to mess things up
She got kids and baby daddies, so that wasn’t gonna work
Even though we saw the signs, but it wasn’t gonna be divine
Cause right after you were telling lies
Told people I was draining your energy
You didn’t tell me or give me any emotion
I know emotion is energy in motion
But you didn’t express yourself
Now I’m seeing you with this other dude
I guess you didn’t truly heal cause you was right on to the next
I’m over here waiting by the phone
Thinking your gonna come back around, but you never showed
I guess that’s my confirmation to move on
I still had hope cause we didn’t even try
Now I sit back and wonder
What if we actually gave it a shot?
Would all of our manifestation we were building towards come true?
Would everything we envisioned come true?
You had distractions and dudes constantly knocking on your door
I had this other chick tryna tear us apart
Funny cause she was a catfish
She said she wasn’t, but I could tell
Never pure cause she went on to the next right after
I should’ve known, we could’ve grown
But I’m on to the next, so goodbye and dismiss yeah
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5. |
With You
02:41
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I tried with you, oh, yeah I tried with you
I saw you took a video with that other dude
I couldn’t handle it so I almost sued
I had to block you to get you out of my head
When we started off it was cool
Then I gave you too much of my energy
Then you backed away cause I was too passionate
I came to the fact that I don’t need a girlfriend right now
Ima just keep doing me cause I deserve Fukien it
I’ll let it attract itself to me, I don’t need to force it
I don’t need to want it cause it’s all coming toward me
It was my fault, I take responsibility for my actions
I can’t blame other people
I can’t blame for what’s been done to me
I can only blame how I acted and responded
That’s how I made you feel, I can’t control a situation
I can’t control other people cause I can only control myself
I tried to have it all
I tried to date all of em, but it crumbled into pieces
Yeah I tried with you, I tried with you
I said I cried for you, yeah I cried for you
And that’s why I’m so serious
Billboard hot 100 I got six of em
Even if I stayed or go it wouldn’t change a thing
Cause it wasn’t gonna work out anyways
500 mil for the first week I didn’t even need to call my opps
Thought I was gay, girl you know I don’t go that way
But I appreciate what you’ve done for me
Thank you for letting me learn through the process
Thank you for all you did and have done
I’m moving on and I still have love in my heart for you
No hatred, no remorse, just pure genuine love
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6. |
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I know you regard for doing me wrong
That’s why you try to distract yourself being with other dudes
But you know you only want me
But it’s too late now, cause you already fuk it up
I return all spells back to sender
She wants me, but I’m not answering cause I’m iconic
There’s a presence, charm, and energy that I have
That most people don’t have
That’s why they want to be with me or come around me
But they're intimidated by my energy
That’s why they always run away
They love me, they gossip about me
But it’s only because they desire to be with me
I’m my authentic self
I know your sorry, but you fuk it up
We both fell in love wearing a mask
I was in love of your fantasy and your Disney princess shape
But I was naive of your true character
I looked past your tendencies, but ima meet my new soulmate very soon
It’s gonna be like a movie, Ima write a book about it
Cause the only fairytale that’s gonna come true is mine
I am loved and honored by my spiritual guides
Even if no one else tells me or shows me that they love me
I learned that through tarot
I uploaded his music I take 100 percent
I don’t like splits you get zero percent
I realized I’m still here because the Universe needs me to help awaken people
Accept things as is cause it’s happening in divine timing and divine order
Every experience is part of your journey
I’m exactly where I need to be right now
Why beat yourself up for the littlest mistakes
We’re still experiencing this human experience
Source isn’t perfect so we’re not perfect, we’re chaos beings
The more anger you have held in your heart toward the past
The less capable you are loving in the present
Don’t fall in love with the face and body
Fall in love with the spirit, heart, and character
I owe myself the biggest apology
For putting up with so much I didn’t deserve
The Universe’s plan is bigger than yours
Hope is a bird that senses the Dawn and carefully starts to sing while it’s still dark
Be patient, sometimes you have to go through the worst to get to the best
I focus on the good, so when the downs come they won’t seem so bad
If only you could sense how important you are to the lives of those you meet
How important you are to the people you don’t see
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7. |
I Healed
03:02
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Ohh yeah
I was broken, I was damaged
By all the things you do
By all the things you do oh
But that’s not me anymore
I healed my pain, I healed my scars
It’s not affecting me anymore
I healed from my triggers, I healed from my hurt
I healed from the pain and it’s not coming around anymore
I’m on to the next and thank you next
I ascended to the 9D, I made it to the other side
After the death process, I went to the afterlife
I was broken, I was damaged
By all the things you do
By all the things you do oh
I detox, detach, and disconnect from the matrix and from you
It’s not affecting me anymore
I moved on, I am fully healed
I don’t need to go through this ish anymore
I can’t wait to die, finna die young
Cause I accomplished all my missions and purposes
Physical reality is limited, so I did my best
I won’t reincarnate cause I’m not depressed
I was broken
By all the things you do woah
What’s the point in living a long life that’s worthless
I would rather accomplish everything set out for me at a young age
Even though spiritually I’m a million years old
I ascended to the 9D, I made it to the other side
After the death process I went to the afterlife oh yeah
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8. |
Are u Married?
03:18
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How y’all doing tonight woo
This song's called are you married hope you enjoy
I’m with my boy THeCaptain, esskeetit
One, two, one, two, three, go
Watching me from courtside
Pretty eyes, brown thick thighs
I picked her up she was staring
Must’ve been stuck, but not stuck up
Looking at me, that’s daring
Is she married?
Holding on to her burying
She has love for me, but I’m not caring
Lifted her dress, trying to impress, but I’m not impressed
That’s not impressive, asked her to confess
I seen a tattoo said belonged to Jeff
Are you married?
Are you married, are you married
Are you married, I heard you're married
Are you married, are you married
Are you married, I heard you're married
Why you do that to me
We had a special bond, but you broke it up
Cause you was married all this time
But you said you was all mine
You took off your ring and hide it in your purse
Said you were divorced
I should’ve reinforced cause you was married all this time
You broke my heart girl
Was going to be something special, but you was married
You lied to me get out my life yeah
She said, why do you care?
Fuk me right now, it’s not fair
I already know I will be paying
It’s a free ride, but I’m already plugged in
So I’ve been paying half price
It’s a game show, but only if the price is right
A week later, a guy calling me tryna fight
Little did he know I’ve been battling with my demons all night
I’m down for a fight
Sending back pictures of his wife
Are you married?
Are you married, are you married
Are you married, I heard you're married
Are you married, are you married
Are you married, I heard you're married
Why you do that to me
We had a special bond, but you broke it up
Cause you was married all this time
But you said you was all mine
You took off your ring and hid it in your purse
Said you were divorced
I should’ve reinforced
Cause you was married all this time
You broke my heart girl
Was going to be something special, but you was married
You lied to me get out my life
Aye this ish goes hard
Smooth Doubleb on da track yeah
THeCaptain yeah
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9. |
My Anxiety
03:45
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Commentary for my anxiety, of Variety of drugs from my society
Lightweight, but I’m mighty
I wear boxers, no tidy whiteys
Little bag, that’s that whitey
You really don’t wanna fight me
My haters just hype me
Your wife wanna wife me
I really think she likes me
Look scared, might be
Or just maybe my anxiety
Don’t fear you, but they fear me, short and scary
Hair stands up, I’m not hairy
Drinking milk, not dairy
That’s that Whitney, that’s that Whitney
No black, teaching kids facts
Matter of, never mind, let them be blind
Chose to rewind, but not time
Didn’t squeeze a lemon, but a lime
Told your wife to stand in the light
As I watch her dance all night
Invited you over, but you don’t wanna fight
Stayed up all night, stayed up all night
Stay high like a kite
I just know I’m coming down
Yeah I’m down in your town and they told me to come around
So I did that ish, and I split his wig ride off the night
Write it in a book, write it in a story
Commentary for my anxiety, of Variety of drugs from my society
Lightweight, but I’m mighty
I wear boxers, no tidy whiteys
Little bag, that’s that whitey
You really don’t wanna fight me
Your mentally suffering thinking you’re going insane
As you drink away not knowing it won’t take away the pain
Saying ima take this little sip
Which led to you getting high off the tip
Doing drugs turning up with the boys and the clique
At the club posting stories for the flick
Got a girl shaking her ass all over the gram for a tip
Thinking she’s cute, but mentally she’s drained
She should be ashamed
Social anxiety comes cause you’re getting peer pressured
Thinking your cool and getting fresher
Not knowing where you are, no one even saw you
It’s all in your head cause that entity took over your body
Hopped in the ride, saying that your fine
You got people at home waiting for you to arrive
You're a mile away from your house
Imagining making love to your newly crowned wife aye yeah
Commentary for my anxiety, of Variety of drugs from my society
Lightweight, but I’m mighty
I wear boxers, no tidy whiteys
Little bag, that’s that whitey
You really don’t wanna fight me
I gave you my heart, but you ate it alive
Now I know who you are deeply, deeply inside
Thought I was in love, but that, that’s a lie
I accepted all your flaws
I looked past all the red flags
Just to be with you
You made me say I love you, but I was never in love
I was in love of the infatuation
Even when you disrespected me I had the wrong information
I still showed you that I cared
It’s not even fair
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10. |
Mine
02:55
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Baby, I don’t know majority say I do
Ouu facts, here we go ugh ugh ugh, get em Captain
Maybe I don’t know majority say I do
You flew past me so fast, my heart turned blue
I thought she loved me, I knew
Kindness was a deception and I didn’t have a clue
The way she made me grow, I didn’t know I grew
My head is untwisted, I’m losing all my screws
You didn’t give me any option to choose
You are something I never wanted to lose
I didn’t know I was able to love until I found you
Thinking about the day I met her
They said I’m crazy for keeping her sweater
I won’t give it to you, but ima bet her
I’m tryna be better in person, but I’m losing in mind
Rocks fell over, so we stuck in a mine
You're hurting me like I stepped on a mine
Don’t blow me away and don’t mind me
And my loving ways, is just I hate to see you run away
Why, why can’t we just stay
Stay on track and not sway
A drunk driver in the wrong lane
Special Ed, but I’m not getting a new brain
I gotta write these hooks with my number two
Baby girl it was you and I, but then you played both sides
Well I guess it’s fuk me too based on all the things you do
Well I guess it’s fuk me
I’m tired of all the games, I’m tired of all these lies
All the time, you was right there by my side
I got them in their feelings based on my words
Used to work at Popeyes now I’m shopping at Turks
I felt the weird vibes, but you had me memorized
I found this bih out with another guy
As soon as we fuk run me some top cause I’m pushin P
She tryna be in my call log, but she gets no text from me
She did me wrong and she knows what she did to me
I smashed your girl a couple times I got that boy nervous
Uber to the hills cause they be lurking
I save people’s lives through my words
We connected so well, but you left me
Maybe I don’t know majority say I do
You flew past me so fast, my heart turned blue
I thought she loved me, I knew
Kindness was a deception and I didn’t have a clue
The way she
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11. |
Tattoo
03:12
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Yeah it feels like walking on the moon
It’s like walking on the moon
When the beat drops it’s over with
The beat did drop, but ish I’ve missed
Let’s start about right ugh
He’s holding his gun better let loose
I’m walking funny, that’s that grey goose
When I’m in the studio I gotta let loose
She only left because I chose you
Yeah you're the chosen one, so feel special
Some days I wished I never met you
I know I can’t get you off like a tattoo ugh
That’s all facts dude, that’s all facts dude
Aye, I wished I never met you
Cause I can’t get you off like that tattoo
Fuk with wack dudes man I wack dude
And get them a reason to get a tattoo yeah yeah
She said she Fukien with me
I can’t get a tattoo
I’m, ima a black dude and I’ll step you
Step off found out I wasn’t soft
Headshot like a dodgeball, hit them raw
Hit em raw ain’t nothing soft
Ain’t nothing about me soft
Tried to get a tattoo, it’ll cost
I know he’ll take it like Randy Moss yeah
Cameraman, he’s gonna miss his shot
That’s that grey goose
Ima cannon and I’m finna let loose
He’s holding his gun better let loose
I’m walking funny, that’s that grey goose
When I’m in the studio I gotta let loose
She only left because I chose you, I chose you
Yeah you're the chosen one, so feel special
She told me she wished she never met you
It’s cool cause we a mess dude
I got 99 on this press dude
I’m not even a player
She said I won’t control her, but you next fool
See her in grade school, getting shot will change you
Turn you into a strange dude
Like when he drinking on that grey goose
Ima cannon and I’m gonna let loose
Taking time off put it on my schedule
Laying down, but I don’t have no legroom
Let’s clean up the past I have a broom
What’s the car that go zoom zoom?
I don’t have a Kia we rob seeing cars crazy they like ima Mia
Ouu I can see it dripping off that goose
Two fatties with me and I don’t know which to choose
You can either win or lose
You can have first just know I’m coming second
That’s that lethal weapon
Guns on each side of his head like a moose
He’s holding his gun better let loose
I’m walking funny that’s that grey goose
When I’m in the studio you know I gotta let loose
She only left because I chose you
Yeah you're the chosen one, so feel special
I came to you before I made the decision
I came to the decision before I met you ugh
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12. |
Pandemic Pt.2
05:46
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And so, I would say to young folks uhh
Don’t be in a state of denial
Without being mean and I thank God I survived
24 hours of that type of atmosphere
Don’t try to control everything let the Universe handle it
Give yourself credit for how far you’ve come
Figure out who’s worth your kindness and who’s just taking advantage
Lord keep me, keep me from all these ho’s
Lord keep me, as I travel down this road
The pandemic, the pandemic
The pandemic, the pandemic, pandemic part two
Y’all heard part one, we not done until it’s over
Doesn’t it, feel like it’s over?
Doesn’t it, seem like it’s dying out?
Doesn’t it feel like, wearing masks anymore
Well I’m not too sure
The topic still comes up when I’m bored and I’m not giving up
A new strain every weekend
When will it end? Never
It’s the ending to a new beginning, a new world order
Watch me step out of it, out of order
Label me a rebel, I’ll be out of service
I’ll never be your property yeah
Turning on the tv and hearing fake death reports
I’m having less remorse, the pandemic has changed me and all of us
Wake up, it’s not real
Getting a shot, just to feel
I’ll be on a ship like a seal
No navy, no government they won’t harm me
I had to get up out of the army
Making threats, y’all tryna starve me
I'm not making it bigger than what it is, enlarge me
Remember I’m doing this for me, not you, but I’ll vouch for you
Looking into the sky just to give a heads up
I’ll be flipped a coin even if the government is on my tail
Break me outta jail I will not be vaccinated, no offers
No can’t pay me, nor can you brainwash me
Jump out the window before it shut
Watch out for the guys when I should keep my mouth shut
I told you to not get vaccinated
I wish my mouth was shut, but look at us now
Off of nothing there’s not makeup, no redo
Looking like clowns' fake death rates raising
If you ask me, ish booster up and even a third
What’s next a fourth?
Had to catch my black brothers, ha
Put it in the liquor I’m only getting sicker
Depopulation, watch us lose our lives quicker
Pandemic part two, watch the flame flicker
I never felt sicker
I don’t even know why I’m with her
All of this nonsense is really making me bitter
The pandemic been stuck on my mind like glitter
It’s something I can’t shake off
Poisoned all my food and the snacks I eat
Tell the president I don’t have no id
And if you try to wipe me out I’ll get back at you
Never be in a hurry, be in a calm spirit even if you seem upset
Your intentions are pure and they’ll lose you
A few bad chapters doesn’t mean your story is over
You have no responsibility to live up to someone else’s expectations
Don’t listen to what others say
Everything happens in the spiritual world
Stress is who you think you should be, peace is who you are
At any moment you have a choice that either leads you closer to your spirit
Or further away from it
One day you’ll wake up and realize your worth
You’ll be embarrassed by what you used to settle for
Don’t let the behavior of others destroy your inner peace
Energy, time, and your attention is your currency
Don’t disturb my peace if you're at war with yourself
You always have more blessings than problems
All you have to do is solve em
Spend more time appreciating your invisible blessings
If you analyze your problems then it’ll get messy
I do my best without stressing about being perfect
I do this in one take I don’t need a rehearsal oh, oh
I would say the black folk
Just because the black folk is 90 years old don’t mean they have wisdom
And you need to listen to them
Because if you was dumb and stupid when you were nine
You are dumb and stupid when your 90
Fake death rates raising
If you ask me, booster up and even a third
What’s next a fourth?
Had to catch my black brothers, ha
Put it in the liquor I’m only getting sicker
Depopulation, watch us lose our lives quicker
Pandemic part two, watch the flame flicker
We want to have freedom of choice
Freedom to make our own medical decision
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13. |
Back from the Dead
03:16
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I was getting it done
Ayo hold my ish
Ima spit some real ish right now, look
While others were dreaming about it I was getting it done
Those shots are a slow death don’t even need a gun
Truth wears no mask, bows at no human shrine
Covid19 was a joke, uniquely designed
Now y’all got blood clots that’s clogging up your arteries
This ish was a scam y’all had a better chance willing the lottery
Stop using artificial fragrance
The ascension is taking place it just needs your patience
Stop directing your energy towards stuff you don’t believe
Elevate to the highest degree
Change the mail
I’m gonna get the information
Put it in an envelope
In a envelope, that’s what we do buy cantaloupe
Because ima bash your head, it’s like target practice
We gonna raise the dead, bring them back
We gonna bring them back from the dead
Ima spray them, with the led
It’s not a pencil, but number two
You gonna see what I’ve been going through, changing us
Your growth owes no one an explanation
Men demonstrate so much interest that it pushes her off
Don’t apologize cause you give them your power
Don’t be ashamed of it
You have to go through ish, so when you go through hardships
You realize this ain’t ish
There’s pain to become important
And then there’s pain in not being important
The more you hang around negative people the more you’ll attract
Don’t come around me if your negative cause we only speak on the positive
Everyone compromises so much you wouldn’t even be with half of these chicks
When the past calls don’t answer it has nothing new to say
No reconsideration
If they’re toxic they’ll keep bringing up what happened in the past
Move on cause you’ll find better
The purer the mind, the easier it is to control
Slip through the cracks
I wake up, break their backs
That’s what I do, rank them stacks
I make them stacks, break them down
Make them stacks, I was getting it done
Big racks, I don’t even know what to do
I just like to crack them up
I’m cracking out, I’m breaking up, I’m laughing, lol
Told y’all, ring the bell if you need me
I’m coming, you won’t find me in no cell
Late night, I’m raising hell
Change the mail
I’m gonna get the information
Put it in an envelope
In a envelope that’s what we do buy cantaloupe
Because ima bash your head, it’s like target practice
We gonna raise the dead, bring them back
We gonna bring them back from the dead
I was getting it done
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14. |
Out My Head
03:16
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Ohhh oh oh oh, what you need
I need you to get out of my head
I need you to get out of my head
I need you, I need you
I need you to get out of my head
Out my head, out my head
Out my head, get out of my head
Out my head, out my head
Out my head, get out of my head
You’ve been here rent-free, pay up
You haven’t gotten over me, that’s right
But you love to do content
Saying you do this for your hobby
Meet me at the lobby cause love is dead
I need you to get out of my head
I need you to get out of my head
I need you. I need you
I need you to get out of my head
Out my head, out my head
Out my head, get out of my head
Out my head, out my head
Out my head, get out of my head
Feeling same things changed
Remember one thing we stay the same
We fight, like fight night
We fight like all-day
Midnights over, so we stay in the bed
Counting the dead, counting the dead
Without the dead, then we’ll be living in the shed
No food for our legs on the street suing beg
No food to feed monkeys playing won’t make us happy
But we stay the same, stay the same
Playing out the bullet in his brain
I don’t like to leave a trace
It’s supposed to be like this
Smelling the lean that I pissed
Live your life, you only get one
Break me down, I never be dead
I need you to get out of my head
I need you to get out of my head
I need you, I need you
I need you to get out of my head
Out my head, out my head
Out my head, get out of my head
Out my head, out my head
Out my head, get out of my head
Out my head, out my head
Out my head, get out of my head
Out my head, out my head
Out my head, get out of my head
Hopped on to the next Bih, that’s a leapfrog
Running on a treadmill, that’s a log
In the swamp with a frog
Hearing nigs from the frost
Creatures creeping into the song
So write it down, that’s a vlog
Tell the world, that I’m wrong
I won’t care, I have no fear
Sleeping in the bed, I really need you to get out my head
Out my head, out my head, out my head
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15. |
Tired of
03:17
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I miss you so much
This is bull ish
Tired of waking up and the do-rag slip off
Tired of going out and my girl going off
Tired of being the bigger man, but it comes off as soft
Tired of, tired of, tired of, I’m so tired
Tired of copping the weed and it’s too soft
Tired of watching NBA, bouta try out golf
Tired of nigs telling me what to do, when I’m the boss
I said I’m tired of being tired of being, tired of being tired
Tired of changing my tire just for it to fall off
Tired of seeing these black men playing lacrosse
Tired of telling her that she’s with me, but she ends up lost
Tired of buying things and asking what’s the cost
Tired of fools throwing ish up just to lost
Tired of being tired of being tired
Tired, tired, tired, tired, tired
Man I’m tired of changing my tired just for it to fall off
Tired of these black men playing lacrosse, tired of telling
Tired of copping the weed and it’s too soft
Tired of watching NBA, bouta try out golf
Tired of nigs telling me what to do, when I’m the boss
I said I’m tired of, tired of being, tired of being tired
I’m tired of fighting for your love
When you tell me that I’m not
Tired of asking you where are you now
Tired of 440-hertz music Fukien up the sound
Tired of questing your loyalty to me
Tired of natural women thinking their ugly
Tired of people faking it for their image
Tired of dealing with people acting like we’re in a scrimmage
I said I’m tired of being, tired of being tired
Tired of dealing with low-vibrational people being around me
Tired of this dusty as air filled up with debris
Tired of this dust always coming towards me
Tired of lowering my standards I need some Febreze
I’m just tired of being, tired of being tired
Tired of your ish aye
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16. |
Crown
04:46
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Ugh, I lost my crown, where did I put it?
Maybe on the ground where my foot is
I wished a nig would’ve took it
Held onto my pants to stop the sagging
Blue-washed, she gave me that white dragon
I can feel my soul dragon and leaving my body
Bouta leave fluid river leaves my body
And shoots out my veins
The concrete burn from the tire, the stain
Shooting bullets, we’ll blow your brains
Crashed into a hard life, it was chosen
Throw up my eggs, a dozen
Having a talk with that man, a discussion
Came from New York, but I’m sure I wasn’t rushing ugh yeah yeah
Fast-paced, I had to make sure my shoes was laced
Time I can’t get back, it was erased
She shot me with a metal, of braces
Different challenges, from many different faces
Different places on top of different places
Burnout on the ground, made a face, but it wasn’t a frown
I am a king, but I can’t find my crown
Where did I put it?
Maybe where my foot is?
Nah not down there I came around you and all you did was stare
We’re playing a game, so I’m not being fair, so pay the fee
In America, nothing’s free, North America, the United States
Pull out my gun and unit it with your face
No time to cry, your gonna die on the Fourth of July, yeah yeah ugh
Fireworks on the ground, but people still living it up
For what, link up
But he got his wrist tucked
What you hiding my boy?
I’m just laughing with the, with the
With the rattle, that means he’s a snake
A fake, putting nigs in the oven to bake
Blood in the lake from all the joy
He said he’s clapping them toys, but baby got two canapés on his plate
Reaching down to pull up my cape
Looking for my crown, that’s the ish I hate
My Queen keeps frowning, that’s the ish I hate
I like moving on ice, that’s a skate
Taking my girl out, no blind date
They’re loving my attire, my cape
Found my crown right next to my plate
You put y’all dihs in these women’s portals your number 82
Now your ego is flexing talking about you won
You banged this girl but she got fake puh
Your heart is empty your soulless
I can’t worship these dark entities and do dumb ish
Drink, smoke, drugs, and have sex with soulless beings
I go away for war and I come back telling stories
Now I’m inspiring millions of people
Women need to learn being a mother is the best thing they can do
But a lot of y’all just focus on followers and going to clubs
I don’t want to sleep with a women
I don’t see myself building a family with
If I do she would win instead of me
A lot of y’all just sit around doing bullish
Doing drugs, drinking, and doing nothing important in your life
You hang around a bunch of losers
You said you broke up cause it was mutual
Saying we’re better off as friends
It’s not you it’s me, but she’s on to the next D
She’s obviously with someone else
You thought she left you to be by herself
Saying she’s different, but she’s riding around with another dude
She came through with heels but she left in flats
I don’t care about money cause I have too much of that
It’s all boring to me, I just want to save humanity
Ugh, I lost my crown, where did I put it?
Maybe on the ground where my foot is
I wished a nig would’ve took it
Held onto my pants to stop the sagging
Blue-washed, she gave me that white dragon
I can feel my soul dragon and leaving my body
Bouta leave fluid river leaves out my body
And shoots out my veins
The concrete burn from the tire, the stain
Shooting bullets, we’ll blow your brains
Crashed into a hard life, it was chosen
Throw up my eggs, a dozen
Had a talk with that man, a discussion
Came from New York, but I’m sure I wasn’t rushing, ugh yeah yeah
Fast-paced, I had to make sure my shoes was laced
Time I can’t get back, it was erased
She shot me with a metal, of braces
Different challenges, from many different faces
Different places on top of different places
Burnout on the ground made a face, but it wasn’t a frown
I am a king, but I can’t find my crown
Where did I put it?
It’s not you it’s me
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17. |
Waking Up
02:47
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Wake up, wake up
Wake up, wake up right now
Mmm mmm wait wait wait wait
I burn people alive with my eyes
Women want me, but scared to approach me cause I’m a God
They say smooth DoubleB can you give me one more chance?
But you know you were just a friend
That’s why I haven’t made it official yet
Cause you got to watch who you mess with
Elon Musk, I got so much money I don’t know what to do with it
Spending so much money that I’m a fool with it
Hop out my whip oh boy yeod tings, I ain’t crashing it
You want to be my passenger, so I call you my sidekick
I bet she wants to be my main chick
I remember when we used to be in love
I’ve been fighting with some demons all my life
Almost half of them I almost called them my wife
Said you had a baby while you was doing a skit
I release my demons in the crowd call it a moshpit
We need that remedy like a melody that puts us in harmony
Everyone wants happiness, no one wants pain
But you can’t make a rainbow without a little rain yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Wake up, wake up
Wake up, wake up right now
I had sex on the plane with the flight attendant
We spend all this time together, but you was married
How can you do that to me?
I heard you was getting back with your ex
It was always us without the U and I
Now I wake up, wake up, wake up right now
Around the same play, I orbit like the planet
Go around us from a few times ugh yeah
My years are shorter than earth
That means my time is coming soon
It was always us without the U and I
Now I gotta watch you drift away in the sky
Bow down and kiss my feet
As you stand you better kiss my ring Bih ugh
The ending is coming soon
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18. |
They Ain't Waking Up
01:59
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One, two, one, two, three, go
They ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up
They ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up
They ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up
Here we go again waking up to this system
I don’t know why you run away, so save your tears
I’m tired of all these low-vibrational bots
Y’all gonna have to die off
Bring all the natural disasters together
It’s time for all of them to pay, destroy humanity
Why fear death when death is your best friend
It’s time to go to the spiritual, forget the physical
Why stay in this realm if you don’t need to
I’m taking a UFO out this bih
And I ain’t coming back forget this ish aye aye
You tried to show them the way, you tried your hardest
You showed them the path, you tried to show them the light but
They ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up
They ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up
They ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up
They ain’t waking up
You tried to show them the way, you tried your hardest
You showed them the path, you tried to show them the light but but but
They ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up
They ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up
They ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up
They ain’t waking up
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19. |
2 Seater
03:28
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Think the two-seater, hit that ish
Uncomfortably high they’re like he must wanna die
Chilling with the birds in the sky
My car asking if I want to go for a ride
Zip car catch me zipping by
I’m not hard watch me unzip her fly
Do we have to ask our main if she’s gonna ride?
If she’s gonna ride, she ride with me all the time and she survive
She been in an accident the two-seater
Two seats that means she right by me
Doing right by me, maybe I should drive better
Maybe I should’ve read her letter, okay
Maybe make her feel better
Still saying I make everything take place
Uncomfortable in my own place
Standing in front, so it’s not gonna be laced
She fell from grace into my passenger seat, what huh
Hitting her going top speed and swept her off her feet
Told her never be on the track that’s where I meet
Had to wear sneakers couldn’t afford cleats
Riding on Uber Eats, making money I never sleep
Uncomfortably high they’re like he must wanna die
Chilling with the birds in the sky
My car asking if I want to go for a ride
Zip car catch me zipping by
I’m not hard watch me unzip her fly
Do we have to ask our main if she’s gonna ride?
If she’s gonna ride, she ride with me all the time and she survive
She been in an accident the two-seater
Fell asleep on my arm it felt like flat Stanley
Walking out with my chest want to seem manly
Homeboy talking nonsense saying he wants to start a family, what
Her nose mouth open that’s how I slipped in the plan b, okay
I’m vicious and I don’t like cleaning the dishes
In my kitchen, so listen to the plate shatter
Losing weight, but you're getting fatter
Strange methods into copping
Other guys, we put our hope in
I left my heart open for you just so you could know the way
No reception, no GPS okay, man ima Fallen Angel
I fell from the sky and hit my head on the brain, thought I died
Stood in church, but I lied
Looked the devil in his eyes
On the 100-degree weather wearing my favorite sweater
No head though, I’m smiling, but I’m not good though
Threw her down just so she could come back, yo-yo
Go get her off my hands, but she couldn’t get her to come back, yo-yo
She fell out my sight and rolled down the block, yo-yo
She tried to break me off, but we still had strings attached, yo-yo
That nig looks like a yo-yo
Rolling all over the place like go to your wife’s place
Uncomfortably high they’re like he must wanna die
Chilling with the birds in the sky
My car asking if I want to go for a ride
Zip car catch me zipping by
I’m not hard watch me unzip her fly
Do we have to ask our main if she’s gonna ride?
If she’s gonna ride, she ride with me all the time and she survive
She been in an accident the two-seater
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20. |
Your Only One
03:00
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Girl, I just wanna be your only one, your only one
Girl why am I not your only one, your only one
I wanna be your plus one, your plus one
So why don’t you bring me along as your plus one
Girl, I just wanna be your only one, your only one
Ima stick with you since your skin is melanin
Girl why your hair fake you was never genuine
But I need to know that I’m the only one
Stop playing around, stop playing games
Even people with our skin tone are some lames
But I love your skin I really do, glistening
That’s what we do
Said I wasn’t grown, fuk outta here, let’s disappear
With your brown skin, with your curly hair
Like the bloodline, you the twos, and we the ones
You said I was the one
Girl, I just wanna be your only one, your only one
Girl why am I not your only one, your only one
I wanna be your plus one, your plus one
So why don’t you bring me along as your plus one
Girl, I just wanna be your only one, your only one
Girl is your butt real or is it fake?
Half of these women get injections
How much as can you take?
But for you I know it’s real
I bet women think I’m their boyfriend right now
I bought into this persona
I know I’m gonna find you
No one is a perfect person
You have to come to the fact
Fact that I’m in love with you
I blow his head off call it a blimp, I’m a kid again
No more time to waste cause the ascension is taking place
Love all, but trust a few
Everything is real, but not everyone is true
Respect over love, all to gain, but nothing to lose
I’m a VIP and a VIE, a very important entity
They can’t hide away from their identity
Watch out for the red flags
I’m breaking generational curses which makes dark entities go out sad
Show me disloyalty, I’ll show you, detachment
I don’t need entertainment, I need enlightenment
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21. |
Wishing for a Kiss
04:02
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Out of spite
I made you a, I made you a priority
Memorized, sent you things, look into my eyes
I made you a priority then you took it inside your fist
Dropping me in a well like a wish
At night in the dark, I wished for your kiss
Pull up and let her out that’s how we dismissed
Sunlight bounces off of you and it leaves with the midst
Pushing you away, but your something I miss
Looking at you and I see a rainbow
It’s such a beautiful day how the rain flows
My pain blows, blows in the midst
I’m not thirsty, but I did not resist
Writing everything down, I have a list
Wishing, for one thing, wishing for a kiss
My dih was wavering over here
Neither was your hair, so don’t worry, I’m right here
We could watch the fog in the air
If there’s a time and place, it’s over there
Wishing every day was like this
Getting wet, we don’t have to wipe this
Driving without a license
You said we can’t FaceTime, so we’ve been Skyping
You watching my hot dog, yeah I’m main on the ketchup though
Watching you get beat up from your window, yeah I didn’t see though
Or see it through, I can’t say nothing cause your not mine
I don’t need clout cause I got fame
I don’t want ho’s or sex with random strangers
I don’t want to go to clubs or restaurants
Open up your mind and the Universe will favor you
I’m becoming my best version of myself
I’m in Dubai might take a trip to Costa Rica
I could go to clubs in Miami and stand next to famous people
I could go to Hawaii and fuk some girl who everyone fuk
Your new boyfriend is a bih aye
Shoot the gun make them two step aye
Gotta shoot my shot like it’s Wii basketball
I have your attention now giving me an applause
You need a break from people not from life
I detached from you and it was out of spite
I made you a priority then you took it and held it inside your fist
Dropping me in a well like a wish
At night in the dark, I wished for your kiss
Pull up and let her out that’s how we dismissed
Sunlight bounces off of you and it leaves with the midst
Pushing you away, but your something I miss
Looking at you and I see a rainbow
It’s such a beautiful day how the rain flows
They claim they don’t like you, but they watch your every move
People hate on who they can’t be
And they throw stones at who they can’t reach
They act like my kids, but I’m younger than them
I control my reactions, so I stay peaceful
I connect with my inner world that’s why I’m so blissful
Listen to the silence from within
It was her loss, but I still have peace in my heart, oh
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22. |
She Hates ME
02:48
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And I can creep with it
Through the, she, fire, she hates my guts
She hates me, she hates me
She’s telling me she wants to leave
She hates me, telling me she wants to leave
Well go ahead witch, do what you please
Child lock, she’s locked in
When she unlocks, she can’t leave
Pull her hair, pull her weave, it don’t matter
Gravity pulls force, it matters
Brain splatter, then I eat her up
Then I platter, then I platter
We go through arguments and trouble
I call it persistence, but other people call me stubborn
I’m having a rebirth, a rebirth of the new
I don’t know why, but I’ve been missing you
We been going through hell and back just for one another
It’s like we’re walking through the fire
It’s been a difficult time cause you don’t trust me
I was just going with the flow
A lot of women always want me
I know that be making you jealous
You think I be too competitive like I’m playing tentrus
I wasn’t being my true authentic Self
I was holding back things and wasn’t being honest
But I want you, you know this
So trust me let’s do this, it’s me you babe
Let’s go off-grid and start an empire
I wanted to have a destiny with all of them
But they didn’t see the bigger picture of coming together
But it’s okay because I always got myself, always got myself yeah
Because at the movies, we were just one another, but you left me so so
She hates me, telling me she wants to leave
Well go ahead witch, do what you please
Child lock, she’s locked in
When she unlocks, she can’t leave
Pull her hair, pull her weave, it don’t matter
Gravity pulls force, it matters
Brain splatter, then I eat her up
Then I platter, then I platter
Ohh, through the fire, yeah yeah
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23. |
Better
03:14
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Ohh, oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
She tryna walk like me, tryna be like me
She must like me or something
Hang with the kid, I don’t have to ask again
Go to the stars up above
Breaking my character, I think I’m falling in love
Enjoy it, before my time runs out
Get her whatever she wants, I don’t care
I want you to be better
Ohh, better than me
I want you to be better
Better than me, oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Better than me, I want you to be better
Better than me, I want you to be better
Better than me
Better than me, better than me
I want you to be better, better than me
Things are getting worse it’s sloping
Depression got me moping
Hunched over, bent over, turn over
Come here, over there, over here
Over where?
Look me in the eyes cause you can’t stare
Don’t read my mind, it’s hard to bare
Polar bear, I’m cold, I’m all white
I said polar bear, I’m alright
That’s a lie, I’m drowning
My heart is pounding you snatched my soul
Took me away, my vision I lost sight of my goals
Don’t listen to the bros, I stopped caring about the fallen foes
Reading me wrong trying to figure out which route to choose
I want you to be better
Ohh, better than me
I want you to be better
Better than me, oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Better than me, I want you to be better
Better than me, I want you to be better
Better than me
Finally led her to me said you wanted to stay away from me
I really didn’t understand what you mean
I was calling you hoping you’ll come clean
Instead, you put bad thoughts in my dream
With valid heels and you being better than me
And honestly, I wished that was true
But lately, I’ve been more truthful than you
I was Troy with the scoops and before you
All of my girls messed with the group
I chose to pick you up in the coupe
Realized you were different from your group, but you sat down
And pulled a letter from under your seat
It said I wanted you to be better than me
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24. |
Luv is Rage
02:44
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Luv is rage
What did I say?
Like Uzi said, Luv is rage
And when you get to that stage
You don’t know what to do anymore
It’ll get you chased, it'll get you chased
Luv is rage, get you chased, luv is rage
Luv is rage, luv is rage
Don’t start. Don’t start what? What I say? What did I say?
Luv is rage, luv is rage
Luv is rage, luv is rage, spiritual kids go grab that sage
On the next chapter cause, we ripped that page
We moving cause park is not engaged
Never fazed, your girl said I’m chill, I’m just laid
Looking at me like a snack she wanna eat me like lays
On my SoundCloud, she gives me plays
Smoking high, I’m lost in days
Putting through the hole like a glazed donut
Your girl got that Krispy Kreme
Better get that checked out
That boy's Honda is smoking
Reflect back my eyes were blue
No tent sun bouncing off my glasses
That boy beefing with everyone in his classes
He thinks I’m broke, but I got cash in all my stashes
He told me good luck, so I put it to his head like goodbye
Cut that nig up on bread, that’s rye
Luv is rage, so that girl made him cry
Luv is rage
What did I say?
Don’t put it in my face, I was playing
Luv is rage, luv is rage, luv is rage
Luv is rage, luv is rage, luv is rage
Luv is rage
Luv is rage
Spiritual people go grab that sage
They tryna hit us with this metaverse
We can’t go back like no way home entering the multiverse
I’m gone
Going to a different dimension is where it’s at
I’m leaving this trash system and reality
I wanna build a dynasty with everyone
I want to build an empire with all of them, But they were mono
They didn’t see the bigger picture
Of everyone coming together as one
It’s all gonna work out cause I just won yerrr
Get you chased
Luv is rage, luv is rage, luv is rage
Luv is rage, luv is rage
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25. |
Back in the Day
04:11
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It’s so messed up
Why can stand right?
Ugh yeah, it’s really difficult
It doesn’t have to be this way
Like why, I’m trying, I’m trying, but they’re just not getting it
Knowing I’m not, imagine bro like if you don’t make it work bro
But why though? But why?
Back in the day, I was scraping for something
Back in the day, I had to grind out of nothing
Back in the day, people laughed at me thought I was funny
Back in the day, I was broke now I’m wealthy
Back in the day, I had nothing and now I’m something
Back in the day folk used to called me ugly
Back in the day no one ever wanted me
Back in the day, I was grinding for something
Back in the day, I was fighting for something
Back in the day, I used to be broke now I’m rich
Back in the day, I was asleep now I’m awake
Back in the day, I was shy and quiet
Back in the day, I used to be nothing, used to be nothing
It’s so messed up
Why can stand right?
Ugh yeah, it’s really difficult
It doesn’t have to be this hard, okay, ugh
M4, had some nigs knocking at my door
I got heat and they want some more
40 shots, awaken the neighbors from their snore
Calling the cops, there is no more
That’s just back in the day
Now, now, I really don’t pray
You want me to go, but then want me to stay
I can’t love this way
I feel trapped like how it was back in the day
In the hood, we don’t understand the mess we made
I got my uncle stashed up in the kitchen because he was cremate
Talking out your mouth will get you laid
Made that boy eat it, he had a chip on his shoulder
Had a lot of ish to say
Moved him out the way like a bolder
Now I’m older and I don’t have the patience anymore
You tryna pull up on me at the store
I got some ish that’ll knock out aboard
I went on vacation it felt like a tour
White people around, but they didn’t ignore
Took pictures and we explored
Stringing me like a guitar, she loves my chords
No Honda, I’m wrapped around her like an anaconda
I don’t fuk with the snakes
Had to change my breaks
Had to cut off all the fakes even though one was from back in the day
Actually, I had to go up up
Up town, that’s where he stay
Faked on his girl, what a mess we made
Then I went to his house, out of rage
Turn the place into a slaughterhouse, ima animal
Look at how I was raised
Cops found me with Smooth DoubleB’s blade aye aye
Yeah and that’s back in the day
That was back in the, well ish that was like yesterday
Back in the day, I was scraping for something
Back in the day, I had to grind out of nothing
Back in the day, people laughed at me thought I was funny
Back in the day, I was broke now I’m wealthy
Back in the day, I had nothing and now I’m something
Back in the day folk used to called me ugly
Back in the day no one ever wanted me
Back in the day, I was grinding for something
Back in the day, I was fighting for something
Back in the day, I used to be broke now I’m rich
Back in the day, I was asleep now I’m awake
Back in the day, I was shy and quiet
Back in the day, I used to be nothing, used to be nothing, yeah
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Smooth Doubleb Springfield, Massachusetts
Smooth DoubleB has been making music since 2020 and he wants to awaken people's souls through music. He makes relatable music, so you can heal, grow, and become your greatest version. For more music, checkout his link: linktr.ee/DoubleBB
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