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Afterlife: Experience

by Smooth Doubleb

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1.
Ego Death 02:48
I, I love you She got abandonment issues that’s why she got trust issues I get spiritually attacked everyday You sending her a text when your lonely Thinking she’s definitely not with this other dude Told yourself a lie saying all the times she didn’t reply She was asleep, she might text back saying I miss you too So obsessed with the fairytale, but I’m with her laughing at your messages Telling you that she’s busy; busy Fukien me But it’s okay cause you can focus on yourself Because right now it’s just me and her It’s a constant battle between good vs evil When your good they’ll try to destroy you Females don’t like to downgrade After Fukien with me, it’s gonna be hard finding someone better than me People draw inspiration from me; I’m a gem Don’t be a prisoner of the past, be a pioneer of your future People are more concerned telling your mistakes to others than to tell them to your face Shawdy is a ten, but hate doing collab songs That’s why her track list is never long That bih is one of those acting like she never saw a black guy before Everyone be up in their feelings, man grow some balls Your a bih and insecure; why you stressing for? I’m just a masterpiece learning to master peace Your opinion of me doesn’t define who I am I do all that I do just to make sure I’m satisfied within myself Cause I don’t want to go to the other side and regret this Then come down to this shit once more That’s not gonna fly I was scared to commit that’s why I questioned if it was all true If we could really make this work We were moving so fast long distance But we still haven’t even seen each other How would I know this will work if I didn’t see your presence? It was hard for you, I get it But you have to look at both sides I was falling too deep, too deep in your love I don’t know how to approach you cause all the time I get it wrong But no complaints, everything’s for my greater good No entanglements anymore
2.
Get sturdy look Women do me wrong cause they know ima make a song about it I used to talk about it on my socials, but that was the old me Now I see you’re doing the same tendencies I mean your my clone, so you better catch up to speed I make a profit selling these girl's dreams I create art over my hardships putting them in my streams We started off as close friends Then she told me she had a boyfriend But I knew she was capping cause she ended up giving me her number Then we started to vibe out ever since Cause we started off as close friends Then she told me she had a boyfriend, but I knew she was capping Cause she ended up giving me her number cause ima be her boyfriend I ended up being her boyfriend, but we started off as close friends yeah I will always want you I will always want you I put my trust in you, so don’t disappoint Watch people not here when I’m gone from social media But watch they all start coming back when I post You was looking at me smiling Why don’t I come up to you, right about now Shawdy was smooth like butter, call it a la carte Cause I’ve been looking for your heart It’s something about your voice that makes me come alive You got all the followers, so now what? You see me and you still over here getting starstruck Shawdy you was a bih Shawdy love how I tip Shawdy in love with my drip I used to pray when I was 15 to ice out my whist instead of making my whist bleed Birthday party whole crew was mobbing even though we was only five members deep aye I will always want you, I will always want you I will always want you, I will always want you
3.
Last Days 03:00
Nothing’s permanent don’t stress no matter what Knowing that you’ll survive no matter the cost Is a good place to put your focus on Love doesn’t care if you are ready it has its own timeline To which your heart will adjust Every day it will hurt less be patient with yourself I stopped looking for someone to love and instead I became that person oh They’re not the only ones that’s gonna come back around They lost out on a diamond to play with rocks They tried to explore, finally realize that none of them were pure Now they tryna come back to the dime cause all along I always shine They're so normal, sure they got some internet clout but your ish If she fuk you, she’ll practically fuk anybody else The problem with you is that you can be replaced I don’t have that problem, but you do If you really think you're special after all these months Thinking she wouldn’t find another dude then your out of your mind Everything has a purpose Look at the life you created you deserved it All in life is given to us to learn from our mistakes Let that sink in while I take a break Walking alone can be the most freeing time of your life Take that time to evaluate what you want without the influence of others Take that and flip that ish They stabbed you and pretend they’re the ones bleeding ugh Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery I’m a keeper, but y’all never beg to be kept Only in my pain did I find my own will Only in chaos, I learned to be still Only in my fear, I found my might Only in darkness, I found my light Sex is cool but have you fuk the system? No, tell lie vision it’s all a distraction I don’t need singles and it’s simple I used to work for my public image, now I’m working on myself What’s meant to be will come your way What’s not will fade away I be working from seven to eleven, that’s why I’m so distant Tryna not stress, coping through work I have to keep my mind in check Cause I can’t be overthrown by tech I’m a hunter and your my prey But the LinkedIn girl didn’t want to stay
4.
I tried my hardest for you I guess I have move on just like you Don’t forget who started this ish, I appreciate you Near the end of our relationship, you wanted to end things off Cause you told me you had another dude on his way I was lurking on your page Saw you took a video with this dude I see why you ended things off None of these women will truly inner-stand me This is all happening cause I’m the most pure I have to go through this to endure That’s why it’s hard for them to love me cause when I say it, it’s true When they say it, they just want to feel something We haven’t even tried, you never took that flight I told you we needed to see each other to make things right Then you never showed up But you took that flight to be with that other dude After a year of knowing you, I should’ve known We were both broken through the process The other one came in to mess things up She got kids and baby daddies, so that wasn’t gonna work Even though we saw the signs, but it wasn’t gonna be divine Cause right after you were telling lies Told people I was draining your energy You didn’t tell me or give me any emotion I know emotion is energy in motion But you didn’t express yourself Now I’m seeing you with this other dude I guess you didn’t truly heal cause you was right on to the next I’m over here waiting by the phone Thinking your gonna come back around, but you never showed I guess that’s my confirmation to move on I still had hope cause we didn’t even try Now I sit back and wonder What if we actually gave it a shot? Would all of our manifestation we were building towards come true? Would everything we envisioned come true? You had distractions and dudes constantly knocking on your door I had this other chick tryna tear us apart Funny cause she was a catfish She said she wasn’t, but I could tell Never pure cause she went on to the next right after I should’ve known, we could’ve grown But I’m on to the next, so goodbye and dismiss yeah
5.
With You 02:41
I tried with you, oh, yeah I tried with you I saw you took a video with that other dude I couldn’t handle it so I almost sued I had to block you to get you out of my head When we started off it was cool Then I gave you too much of my energy Then you backed away cause I was too passionate I came to the fact that I don’t need a girlfriend right now Ima just keep doing me cause I deserve Fukien it I’ll let it attract itself to me, I don’t need to force it I don’t need to want it cause it’s all coming toward me It was my fault, I take responsibility for my actions I can’t blame other people I can’t blame for what’s been done to me I can only blame how I acted and responded That’s how I made you feel, I can’t control a situation I can’t control other people cause I can only control myself I tried to have it all I tried to date all of em, but it crumbled into pieces Yeah I tried with you, I tried with you I said I cried for you, yeah I cried for you And that’s why I’m so serious Billboard hot 100 I got six of em Even if I stayed or go it wouldn’t change a thing Cause it wasn’t gonna work out anyways 500 mil for the first week I didn’t even need to call my opps Thought I was gay, girl you know I don’t go that way But I appreciate what you’ve done for me Thank you for letting me learn through the process Thank you for all you did and have done I’m moving on and I still have love in my heart for you No hatred, no remorse, just pure genuine love
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I know you regard for doing me wrong That’s why you try to distract yourself being with other dudes But you know you only want me But it’s too late now, cause you already fuk it up I return all spells back to sender She wants me, but I’m not answering cause I’m iconic There’s a presence, charm, and energy that I have That most people don’t have That’s why they want to be with me or come around me But they're intimidated by my energy That’s why they always run away They love me, they gossip about me But it’s only because they desire to be with me I’m my authentic self I know your sorry, but you fuk it up We both fell in love wearing a mask I was in love of your fantasy and your Disney princess shape But I was naive of your true character I looked past your tendencies, but ima meet my new soulmate very soon It’s gonna be like a movie, Ima write a book about it Cause the only fairytale that’s gonna come true is mine I am loved and honored by my spiritual guides Even if no one else tells me or shows me that they love me I learned that through tarot I uploaded his music I take 100 percent I don’t like splits you get zero percent I realized I’m still here because the Universe needs me to help awaken people Accept things as is cause it’s happening in divine timing and divine order Every experience is part of your journey I’m exactly where I need to be right now Why beat yourself up for the littlest mistakes We’re still experiencing this human experience Source isn’t perfect so we’re not perfect, we’re chaos beings The more anger you have held in your heart toward the past The less capable you are loving in the present Don’t fall in love with the face and body Fall in love with the spirit, heart, and character I owe myself the biggest apology For putting up with so much I didn’t deserve The Universe’s plan is bigger than yours Hope is a bird that senses the Dawn and carefully starts to sing while it’s still dark Be patient, sometimes you have to go through the worst to get to the best I focus on the good, so when the downs come they won’t seem so bad If only you could sense how important you are to the lives of those you meet How important you are to the people you don’t see
7.
I Healed 03:02
Ohh yeah I was broken, I was damaged By all the things you do By all the things you do oh But that’s not me anymore I healed my pain, I healed my scars It’s not affecting me anymore I healed from my triggers, I healed from my hurt I healed from the pain and it’s not coming around anymore I’m on to the next and thank you next I ascended to the 9D, I made it to the other side After the death process, I went to the afterlife I was broken, I was damaged By all the things you do By all the things you do oh I detox, detach, and disconnect from the matrix and from you It’s not affecting me anymore I moved on, I am fully healed I don’t need to go through this ish anymore I can’t wait to die, finna die young Cause I accomplished all my missions and purposes Physical reality is limited, so I did my best I won’t reincarnate cause I’m not depressed I was broken By all the things you do woah What’s the point in living a long life that’s worthless I would rather accomplish everything set out for me at a young age Even though spiritually I’m a million years old I ascended to the 9D, I made it to the other side After the death process I went to the afterlife oh yeah
8.
How y’all doing tonight woo This song's called are you married hope you enjoy I’m with my boy THeCaptain, esskeetit One, two, one, two, three, go Watching me from courtside Pretty eyes, brown thick thighs I picked her up she was staring Must’ve been stuck, but not stuck up Looking at me, that’s daring Is she married? Holding on to her burying She has love for me, but I’m not caring Lifted her dress, trying to impress, but I’m not impressed That’s not impressive, asked her to confess I seen a tattoo said belonged to Jeff Are you married? Are you married, are you married Are you married, I heard you're married Are you married, are you married Are you married, I heard you're married Why you do that to me We had a special bond, but you broke it up Cause you was married all this time But you said you was all mine You took off your ring and hide it in your purse Said you were divorced I should’ve reinforced cause you was married all this time You broke my heart girl Was going to be something special, but you was married You lied to me get out my life yeah She said, why do you care? Fuk me right now, it’s not fair I already know I will be paying It’s a free ride, but I’m already plugged in So I’ve been paying half price It’s a game show, but only if the price is right A week later, a guy calling me tryna fight Little did he know I’ve been battling with my demons all night I’m down for a fight Sending back pictures of his wife Are you married? Are you married, are you married Are you married, I heard you're married Are you married, are you married Are you married, I heard you're married Why you do that to me We had a special bond, but you broke it up Cause you was married all this time But you said you was all mine You took off your ring and hid it in your purse Said you were divorced I should’ve reinforced Cause you was married all this time You broke my heart girl Was going to be something special, but you was married You lied to me get out my life Aye this ish goes hard Smooth Doubleb on da track yeah THeCaptain yeah
9.
My Anxiety 03:45
Commentary for my anxiety, of Variety of drugs from my society Lightweight, but I’m mighty I wear boxers, no tidy whiteys Little bag, that’s that whitey You really don’t wanna fight me My haters just hype me Your wife wanna wife me I really think she likes me Look scared, might be Or just maybe my anxiety Don’t fear you, but they fear me, short and scary Hair stands up, I’m not hairy Drinking milk, not dairy That’s that Whitney, that’s that Whitney No black, teaching kids facts Matter of, never mind, let them be blind Chose to rewind, but not time Didn’t squeeze a lemon, but a lime Told your wife to stand in the light As I watch her dance all night Invited you over, but you don’t wanna fight Stayed up all night, stayed up all night Stay high like a kite I just know I’m coming down Yeah I’m down in your town and they told me to come around So I did that ish, and I split his wig ride off the night Write it in a book, write it in a story Commentary for my anxiety, of Variety of drugs from my society Lightweight, but I’m mighty I wear boxers, no tidy whiteys Little bag, that’s that whitey You really don’t wanna fight me Your mentally suffering thinking you’re going insane As you drink away not knowing it won’t take away the pain Saying ima take this little sip Which led to you getting high off the tip Doing drugs turning up with the boys and the clique At the club posting stories for the flick Got a girl shaking her ass all over the gram for a tip Thinking she’s cute, but mentally she’s drained She should be ashamed Social anxiety comes cause you’re getting peer pressured Thinking your cool and getting fresher Not knowing where you are, no one even saw you It’s all in your head cause that entity took over your body Hopped in the ride, saying that your fine You got people at home waiting for you to arrive You're a mile away from your house Imagining making love to your newly crowned wife aye yeah Commentary for my anxiety, of Variety of drugs from my society Lightweight, but I’m mighty I wear boxers, no tidy whiteys Little bag, that’s that whitey You really don’t wanna fight me I gave you my heart, but you ate it alive Now I know who you are deeply, deeply inside Thought I was in love, but that, that’s a lie I accepted all your flaws I looked past all the red flags Just to be with you You made me say I love you, but I was never in love I was in love of the infatuation Even when you disrespected me I had the wrong information I still showed you that I cared It’s not even fair
10.
Mine 02:55
Baby, I don’t know majority say I do Ouu facts, here we go ugh ugh ugh, get em Captain Maybe I don’t know majority say I do You flew past me so fast, my heart turned blue I thought she loved me, I knew Kindness was a deception and I didn’t have a clue The way she made me grow, I didn’t know I grew My head is untwisted, I’m losing all my screws You didn’t give me any option to choose You are something I never wanted to lose I didn’t know I was able to love until I found you Thinking about the day I met her They said I’m crazy for keeping her sweater I won’t give it to you, but ima bet her I’m tryna be better in person, but I’m losing in mind Rocks fell over, so we stuck in a mine You're hurting me like I stepped on a mine Don’t blow me away and don’t mind me And my loving ways, is just I hate to see you run away Why, why can’t we just stay Stay on track and not sway A drunk driver in the wrong lane Special Ed, but I’m not getting a new brain I gotta write these hooks with my number two Baby girl it was you and I, but then you played both sides Well I guess it’s fuk me too based on all the things you do Well I guess it’s fuk me I’m tired of all the games, I’m tired of all these lies All the time, you was right there by my side I got them in their feelings based on my words Used to work at Popeyes now I’m shopping at Turks I felt the weird vibes, but you had me memorized I found this bih out with another guy As soon as we fuk run me some top cause I’m pushin P She tryna be in my call log, but she gets no text from me She did me wrong and she knows what she did to me I smashed your girl a couple times I got that boy nervous Uber to the hills cause they be lurking I save people’s lives through my words We connected so well, but you left me Maybe I don’t know majority say I do You flew past me so fast, my heart turned blue I thought she loved me, I knew Kindness was a deception and I didn’t have a clue The way she
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Tattoo 03:12
Yeah it feels like walking on the moon It’s like walking on the moon When the beat drops it’s over with The beat did drop, but ish I’ve missed Let’s start about right ugh He’s holding his gun better let loose I’m walking funny, that’s that grey goose When I’m in the studio I gotta let loose She only left because I chose you Yeah you're the chosen one, so feel special Some days I wished I never met you I know I can’t get you off like a tattoo ugh That’s all facts dude, that’s all facts dude Aye, I wished I never met you Cause I can’t get you off like that tattoo Fuk with wack dudes man I wack dude And get them a reason to get a tattoo yeah yeah She said she Fukien with me I can’t get a tattoo I’m, ima a black dude and I’ll step you Step off found out I wasn’t soft Headshot like a dodgeball, hit them raw Hit em raw ain’t nothing soft Ain’t nothing about me soft Tried to get a tattoo, it’ll cost I know he’ll take it like Randy Moss yeah Cameraman, he’s gonna miss his shot That’s that grey goose Ima cannon and I’m finna let loose He’s holding his gun better let loose I’m walking funny, that’s that grey goose When I’m in the studio I gotta let loose She only left because I chose you, I chose you Yeah you're the chosen one, so feel special She told me she wished she never met you It’s cool cause we a mess dude I got 99 on this press dude I’m not even a player She said I won’t control her, but you next fool See her in grade school, getting shot will change you Turn you into a strange dude Like when he drinking on that grey goose Ima cannon and I’m gonna let loose Taking time off put it on my schedule Laying down, but I don’t have no legroom Let’s clean up the past I have a broom What’s the car that go zoom zoom? I don’t have a Kia we rob seeing cars crazy they like ima Mia Ouu I can see it dripping off that goose Two fatties with me and I don’t know which to choose You can either win or lose You can have first just know I’m coming second That’s that lethal weapon Guns on each side of his head like a moose He’s holding his gun better let loose I’m walking funny that’s that grey goose When I’m in the studio you know I gotta let loose She only left because I chose you Yeah you're the chosen one, so feel special I came to you before I made the decision I came to the decision before I met you ugh
12.
And so, I would say to young folks uhh Don’t be in a state of denial Without being mean and I thank God I survived 24 hours of that type of atmosphere Don’t try to control everything let the Universe handle it Give yourself credit for how far you’ve come Figure out who’s worth your kindness and who’s just taking advantage Lord keep me, keep me from all these ho’s Lord keep me, as I travel down this road The pandemic, the pandemic The pandemic, the pandemic, pandemic part two Y’all heard part one, we not done until it’s over Doesn’t it, feel like it’s over? Doesn’t it, seem like it’s dying out? Doesn’t it feel like, wearing masks anymore Well I’m not too sure The topic still comes up when I’m bored and I’m not giving up A new strain every weekend When will it end? Never It’s the ending to a new beginning, a new world order Watch me step out of it, out of order Label me a rebel, I’ll be out of service I’ll never be your property yeah Turning on the tv and hearing fake death reports I’m having less remorse, the pandemic has changed me and all of us Wake up, it’s not real Getting a shot, just to feel I’ll be on a ship like a seal No navy, no government they won’t harm me I had to get up out of the army Making threats, y’all tryna starve me I'm not making it bigger than what it is, enlarge me Remember I’m doing this for me, not you, but I’ll vouch for you Looking into the sky just to give a heads up I’ll be flipped a coin even if the government is on my tail Break me outta jail I will not be vaccinated, no offers No can’t pay me, nor can you brainwash me Jump out the window before it shut Watch out for the guys when I should keep my mouth shut I told you to not get vaccinated I wish my mouth was shut, but look at us now Off of nothing there’s not makeup, no redo Looking like clowns' fake death rates raising If you ask me, ish booster up and even a third What’s next a fourth? Had to catch my black brothers, ha Put it in the liquor I’m only getting sicker Depopulation, watch us lose our lives quicker Pandemic part two, watch the flame flicker I never felt sicker I don’t even know why I’m with her All of this nonsense is really making me bitter The pandemic been stuck on my mind like glitter It’s something I can’t shake off Poisoned all my food and the snacks I eat Tell the president I don’t have no id And if you try to wipe me out I’ll get back at you Never be in a hurry, be in a calm spirit even if you seem upset Your intentions are pure and they’ll lose you A few bad chapters doesn’t mean your story is over You have no responsibility to live up to someone else’s expectations Don’t listen to what others say Everything happens in the spiritual world Stress is who you think you should be, peace is who you are At any moment you have a choice that either leads you closer to your spirit Or further away from it One day you’ll wake up and realize your worth You’ll be embarrassed by what you used to settle for Don’t let the behavior of others destroy your inner peace Energy, time, and your attention is your currency Don’t disturb my peace if you're at war with yourself You always have more blessings than problems All you have to do is solve em Spend more time appreciating your invisible blessings If you analyze your problems then it’ll get messy I do my best without stressing about being perfect I do this in one take I don’t need a rehearsal oh, oh I would say the black folk Just because the black folk is 90 years old don’t mean they have wisdom And you need to listen to them Because if you was dumb and stupid when you were nine You are dumb and stupid when your 90 Fake death rates raising If you ask me, booster up and even a third What’s next a fourth? Had to catch my black brothers, ha Put it in the liquor I’m only getting sicker Depopulation, watch us lose our lives quicker Pandemic part two, watch the flame flicker We want to have freedom of choice Freedom to make our own medical decision
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I was getting it done Ayo hold my ish Ima spit some real ish right now, look While others were dreaming about it I was getting it done Those shots are a slow death don’t even need a gun Truth wears no mask, bows at no human shrine Covid19 was a joke, uniquely designed Now y’all got blood clots that’s clogging up your arteries This ish was a scam y’all had a better chance willing the lottery Stop using artificial fragrance The ascension is taking place it just needs your patience Stop directing your energy towards stuff you don’t believe Elevate to the highest degree Change the mail I’m gonna get the information Put it in an envelope In a envelope, that’s what we do buy cantaloupe Because ima bash your head, it’s like target practice We gonna raise the dead, bring them back We gonna bring them back from the dead Ima spray them, with the led It’s not a pencil, but number two You gonna see what I’ve been going through, changing us Your growth owes no one an explanation Men demonstrate so much interest that it pushes her off Don’t apologize cause you give them your power Don’t be ashamed of it You have to go through ish, so when you go through hardships You realize this ain’t ish There’s pain to become important And then there’s pain in not being important The more you hang around negative people the more you’ll attract Don’t come around me if your negative cause we only speak on the positive Everyone compromises so much you wouldn’t even be with half of these chicks When the past calls don’t answer it has nothing new to say No reconsideration If they’re toxic they’ll keep bringing up what happened in the past Move on cause you’ll find better The purer the mind, the easier it is to control Slip through the cracks I wake up, break their backs That’s what I do, rank them stacks I make them stacks, break them down Make them stacks, I was getting it done Big racks, I don’t even know what to do I just like to crack them up I’m cracking out, I’m breaking up, I’m laughing, lol Told y’all, ring the bell if you need me I’m coming, you won’t find me in no cell Late night, I’m raising hell Change the mail I’m gonna get the information Put it in an envelope In a envelope that’s what we do buy cantaloupe Because ima bash your head, it’s like target practice We gonna raise the dead, bring them back We gonna bring them back from the dead I was getting it done
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Out My Head 03:16
Ohhh oh oh oh, what you need I need you to get out of my head I need you to get out of my head I need you, I need you I need you to get out of my head Out my head, out my head Out my head, get out of my head Out my head, out my head Out my head, get out of my head You’ve been here rent-free, pay up You haven’t gotten over me, that’s right But you love to do content Saying you do this for your hobby Meet me at the lobby cause love is dead I need you to get out of my head I need you to get out of my head I need you. I need you I need you to get out of my head Out my head, out my head Out my head, get out of my head Out my head, out my head Out my head, get out of my head Feeling same things changed Remember one thing we stay the same We fight, like fight night We fight like all-day Midnights over, so we stay in the bed Counting the dead, counting the dead Without the dead, then we’ll be living in the shed No food for our legs on the street suing beg No food to feed monkeys playing won’t make us happy But we stay the same, stay the same Playing out the bullet in his brain I don’t like to leave a trace It’s supposed to be like this Smelling the lean that I pissed Live your life, you only get one Break me down, I never be dead I need you to get out of my head I need you to get out of my head I need you, I need you I need you to get out of my head Out my head, out my head Out my head, get out of my head Out my head, out my head Out my head, get out of my head Out my head, out my head Out my head, get out of my head Out my head, out my head Out my head, get out of my head Hopped on to the next Bih, that’s a leapfrog Running on a treadmill, that’s a log In the swamp with a frog Hearing nigs from the frost Creatures creeping into the song So write it down, that’s a vlog Tell the world, that I’m wrong I won’t care, I have no fear Sleeping in the bed, I really need you to get out my head Out my head, out my head, out my head
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Tired of 03:17
I miss you so much This is bull ish Tired of waking up and the do-rag slip off Tired of going out and my girl going off Tired of being the bigger man, but it comes off as soft Tired of, tired of, tired of, I’m so tired Tired of copping the weed and it’s too soft Tired of watching NBA, bouta try out golf Tired of nigs telling me what to do, when I’m the boss I said I’m tired of being tired of being, tired of being tired Tired of changing my tire just for it to fall off Tired of seeing these black men playing lacrosse Tired of telling her that she’s with me, but she ends up lost Tired of buying things and asking what’s the cost Tired of fools throwing ish up just to lost Tired of being tired of being tired Tired, tired, tired, tired, tired Man I’m tired of changing my tired just for it to fall off Tired of these black men playing lacrosse, tired of telling Tired of copping the weed and it’s too soft Tired of watching NBA, bouta try out golf Tired of nigs telling me what to do, when I’m the boss I said I’m tired of, tired of being, tired of being tired I’m tired of fighting for your love When you tell me that I’m not Tired of asking you where are you now Tired of 440-hertz music Fukien up the sound Tired of questing your loyalty to me Tired of natural women thinking their ugly Tired of people faking it for their image Tired of dealing with people acting like we’re in a scrimmage I said I’m tired of being, tired of being tired Tired of dealing with low-vibrational people being around me Tired of this dusty as air filled up with debris Tired of this dust always coming towards me Tired of lowering my standards I need some Febreze I’m just tired of being, tired of being tired Tired of your ish aye
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Crown 04:46
Ugh, I lost my crown, where did I put it? Maybe on the ground where my foot is I wished a nig would’ve took it Held onto my pants to stop the sagging Blue-washed, she gave me that white dragon I can feel my soul dragon and leaving my body Bouta leave fluid river leaves my body And shoots out my veins The concrete burn from the tire, the stain Shooting bullets, we’ll blow your brains Crashed into a hard life, it was chosen Throw up my eggs, a dozen Having a talk with that man, a discussion Came from New York, but I’m sure I wasn’t rushing ugh yeah yeah Fast-paced, I had to make sure my shoes was laced Time I can’t get back, it was erased She shot me with a metal, of braces Different challenges, from many different faces Different places on top of different places Burnout on the ground, made a face, but it wasn’t a frown I am a king, but I can’t find my crown Where did I put it? Maybe where my foot is? Nah not down there I came around you and all you did was stare We’re playing a game, so I’m not being fair, so pay the fee In America, nothing’s free, North America, the United States Pull out my gun and unit it with your face No time to cry, your gonna die on the Fourth of July, yeah yeah ugh Fireworks on the ground, but people still living it up For what, link up But he got his wrist tucked What you hiding my boy? I’m just laughing with the, with the With the rattle, that means he’s a snake A fake, putting nigs in the oven to bake Blood in the lake from all the joy He said he’s clapping them toys, but baby got two canapés on his plate Reaching down to pull up my cape Looking for my crown, that’s the ish I hate My Queen keeps frowning, that’s the ish I hate I like moving on ice, that’s a skate Taking my girl out, no blind date They’re loving my attire, my cape Found my crown right next to my plate You put y’all dihs in these women’s portals your number 82 Now your ego is flexing talking about you won You banged this girl but she got fake puh Your heart is empty your soulless I can’t worship these dark entities and do dumb ish Drink, smoke, drugs, and have sex with soulless beings I go away for war and I come back telling stories Now I’m inspiring millions of people Women need to learn being a mother is the best thing they can do But a lot of y’all just focus on followers and going to clubs I don’t want to sleep with a women I don’t see myself building a family with If I do she would win instead of me A lot of y’all just sit around doing bullish Doing drugs, drinking, and doing nothing important in your life You hang around a bunch of losers You said you broke up cause it was mutual Saying we’re better off as friends It’s not you it’s me, but she’s on to the next D She’s obviously with someone else You thought she left you to be by herself Saying she’s different, but she’s riding around with another dude She came through with heels but she left in flats I don’t care about money cause I have too much of that It’s all boring to me, I just want to save humanity Ugh, I lost my crown, where did I put it? Maybe on the ground where my foot is I wished a nig would’ve took it Held onto my pants to stop the sagging Blue-washed, she gave me that white dragon I can feel my soul dragon and leaving my body Bouta leave fluid river leaves out my body And shoots out my veins The concrete burn from the tire, the stain Shooting bullets, we’ll blow your brains Crashed into a hard life, it was chosen Throw up my eggs, a dozen Had a talk with that man, a discussion Came from New York, but I’m sure I wasn’t rushing, ugh yeah yeah Fast-paced, I had to make sure my shoes was laced Time I can’t get back, it was erased She shot me with a metal, of braces Different challenges, from many different faces Different places on top of different places Burnout on the ground made a face, but it wasn’t a frown I am a king, but I can’t find my crown Where did I put it? It’s not you it’s me
17.
Waking Up 02:47
Wake up, wake up Wake up, wake up right now Mmm mmm wait wait wait wait I burn people alive with my eyes Women want me, but scared to approach me cause I’m a God They say smooth DoubleB can you give me one more chance? But you know you were just a friend That’s why I haven’t made it official yet Cause you got to watch who you mess with Elon Musk, I got so much money I don’t know what to do with it Spending so much money that I’m a fool with it Hop out my whip oh boy yeod tings, I ain’t crashing it You want to be my passenger, so I call you my sidekick I bet she wants to be my main chick I remember when we used to be in love I’ve been fighting with some demons all my life Almost half of them I almost called them my wife Said you had a baby while you was doing a skit I release my demons in the crowd call it a moshpit We need that remedy like a melody that puts us in harmony Everyone wants happiness, no one wants pain But you can’t make a rainbow without a little rain yeah Yeah yeah yeah yeah Wake up, wake up Wake up, wake up right now I had sex on the plane with the flight attendant We spend all this time together, but you was married How can you do that to me? I heard you was getting back with your ex It was always us without the U and I Now I wake up, wake up, wake up right now Around the same play, I orbit like the planet Go around us from a few times ugh yeah My years are shorter than earth That means my time is coming soon It was always us without the U and I Now I gotta watch you drift away in the sky Bow down and kiss my feet As you stand you better kiss my ring Bih ugh The ending is coming soon
18.
One, two, one, two, three, go They ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up They ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up They ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up Here we go again waking up to this system I don’t know why you run away, so save your tears I’m tired of all these low-vibrational bots Y’all gonna have to die off Bring all the natural disasters together It’s time for all of them to pay, destroy humanity Why fear death when death is your best friend It’s time to go to the spiritual, forget the physical Why stay in this realm if you don’t need to I’m taking a UFO out this bih And I ain’t coming back forget this ish aye aye You tried to show them the way, you tried your hardest You showed them the path, you tried to show them the light but They ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up They ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up They ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up They ain’t waking up You tried to show them the way, you tried your hardest You showed them the path, you tried to show them the light but but but They ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up They ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up They ain’t waking up, they ain’t waking up They ain’t waking up
19.
2 Seater 03:28
Think the two-seater, hit that ish Uncomfortably high they’re like he must wanna die Chilling with the birds in the sky My car asking if I want to go for a ride Zip car catch me zipping by I’m not hard watch me unzip her fly Do we have to ask our main if she’s gonna ride? If she’s gonna ride, she ride with me all the time and she survive She been in an accident the two-seater Two seats that means she right by me Doing right by me, maybe I should drive better Maybe I should’ve read her letter, okay Maybe make her feel better Still saying I make everything take place Uncomfortable in my own place Standing in front, so it’s not gonna be laced She fell from grace into my passenger seat, what huh Hitting her going top speed and swept her off her feet Told her never be on the track that’s where I meet Had to wear sneakers couldn’t afford cleats Riding on Uber Eats, making money I never sleep Uncomfortably high they’re like he must wanna die Chilling with the birds in the sky My car asking if I want to go for a ride Zip car catch me zipping by I’m not hard watch me unzip her fly Do we have to ask our main if she’s gonna ride? If she’s gonna ride, she ride with me all the time and she survive She been in an accident the two-seater Fell asleep on my arm it felt like flat Stanley Walking out with my chest want to seem manly Homeboy talking nonsense saying he wants to start a family, what Her nose mouth open that’s how I slipped in the plan b, okay I’m vicious and I don’t like cleaning the dishes In my kitchen, so listen to the plate shatter Losing weight, but you're getting fatter Strange methods into copping Other guys, we put our hope in I left my heart open for you just so you could know the way No reception, no GPS okay, man ima Fallen Angel I fell from the sky and hit my head on the brain, thought I died Stood in church, but I lied Looked the devil in his eyes On the 100-degree weather wearing my favorite sweater No head though, I’m smiling, but I’m not good though Threw her down just so she could come back, yo-yo Go get her off my hands, but she couldn’t get her to come back, yo-yo She fell out my sight and rolled down the block, yo-yo She tried to break me off, but we still had strings attached, yo-yo That nig looks like a yo-yo Rolling all over the place like go to your wife’s place Uncomfortably high they’re like he must wanna die Chilling with the birds in the sky My car asking if I want to go for a ride Zip car catch me zipping by I’m not hard watch me unzip her fly Do we have to ask our main if she’s gonna ride? If she’s gonna ride, she ride with me all the time and she survive She been in an accident the two-seater
20.
Girl, I just wanna be your only one, your only one Girl why am I not your only one, your only one I wanna be your plus one, your plus one So why don’t you bring me along as your plus one Girl, I just wanna be your only one, your only one Ima stick with you since your skin is melanin Girl why your hair fake you was never genuine But I need to know that I’m the only one Stop playing around, stop playing games Even people with our skin tone are some lames But I love your skin I really do, glistening That’s what we do Said I wasn’t grown, fuk outta here, let’s disappear With your brown skin, with your curly hair Like the bloodline, you the twos, and we the ones You said I was the one Girl, I just wanna be your only one, your only one Girl why am I not your only one, your only one I wanna be your plus one, your plus one So why don’t you bring me along as your plus one Girl, I just wanna be your only one, your only one Girl is your butt real or is it fake? Half of these women get injections How much as can you take? But for you I know it’s real I bet women think I’m their boyfriend right now I bought into this persona I know I’m gonna find you No one is a perfect person You have to come to the fact Fact that I’m in love with you I blow his head off call it a blimp, I’m a kid again No more time to waste cause the ascension is taking place Love all, but trust a few Everything is real, but not everyone is true Respect over love, all to gain, but nothing to lose I’m a VIP and a VIE, a very important entity They can’t hide away from their identity Watch out for the red flags I’m breaking generational curses which makes dark entities go out sad Show me disloyalty, I’ll show you, detachment I don’t need entertainment, I need enlightenment
21.
Out of spite I made you a, I made you a priority Memorized, sent you things, look into my eyes I made you a priority then you took it inside your fist Dropping me in a well like a wish At night in the dark, I wished for your kiss Pull up and let her out that’s how we dismissed Sunlight bounces off of you and it leaves with the midst Pushing you away, but your something I miss Looking at you and I see a rainbow It’s such a beautiful day how the rain flows My pain blows, blows in the midst I’m not thirsty, but I did not resist Writing everything down, I have a list Wishing, for one thing, wishing for a kiss My dih was wavering over here Neither was your hair, so don’t worry, I’m right here We could watch the fog in the air If there’s a time and place, it’s over there Wishing every day was like this Getting wet, we don’t have to wipe this Driving without a license You said we can’t FaceTime, so we’ve been Skyping You watching my hot dog, yeah I’m main on the ketchup though Watching you get beat up from your window, yeah I didn’t see though Or see it through, I can’t say nothing cause your not mine I don’t need clout cause I got fame I don’t want ho’s or sex with random strangers I don’t want to go to clubs or restaurants Open up your mind and the Universe will favor you I’m becoming my best version of myself I’m in Dubai might take a trip to Costa Rica I could go to clubs in Miami and stand next to famous people I could go to Hawaii and fuk some girl who everyone fuk Your new boyfriend is a bih aye Shoot the gun make them two step aye Gotta shoot my shot like it’s Wii basketball I have your attention now giving me an applause You need a break from people not from life I detached from you and it was out of spite I made you a priority then you took it and held it inside your fist Dropping me in a well like a wish At night in the dark, I wished for your kiss Pull up and let her out that’s how we dismissed Sunlight bounces off of you and it leaves with the midst Pushing you away, but your something I miss Looking at you and I see a rainbow It’s such a beautiful day how the rain flows They claim they don’t like you, but they watch your every move People hate on who they can’t be And they throw stones at who they can’t reach They act like my kids, but I’m younger than them I control my reactions, so I stay peaceful I connect with my inner world that’s why I’m so blissful Listen to the silence from within It was her loss, but I still have peace in my heart, oh
22.
She Hates ME 02:48
And I can creep with it Through the, she, fire, she hates my guts She hates me, she hates me She’s telling me she wants to leave She hates me, telling me she wants to leave Well go ahead witch, do what you please Child lock, she’s locked in When she unlocks, she can’t leave Pull her hair, pull her weave, it don’t matter Gravity pulls force, it matters Brain splatter, then I eat her up Then I platter, then I platter We go through arguments and trouble I call it persistence, but other people call me stubborn I’m having a rebirth, a rebirth of the new I don’t know why, but I’ve been missing you We been going through hell and back just for one another It’s like we’re walking through the fire It’s been a difficult time cause you don’t trust me I was just going with the flow A lot of women always want me I know that be making you jealous You think I be too competitive like I’m playing tentrus I wasn’t being my true authentic Self I was holding back things and wasn’t being honest But I want you, you know this So trust me let’s do this, it’s me you babe Let’s go off-grid and start an empire I wanted to have a destiny with all of them But they didn’t see the bigger picture of coming together But it’s okay because I always got myself, always got myself yeah Because at the movies, we were just one another, but you left me so so She hates me, telling me she wants to leave Well go ahead witch, do what you please Child lock, she’s locked in When she unlocks, she can’t leave Pull her hair, pull her weave, it don’t matter Gravity pulls force, it matters Brain splatter, then I eat her up Then I platter, then I platter Ohh, through the fire, yeah yeah
23.
Better 03:14
Ohh, oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh She tryna walk like me, tryna be like me She must like me or something Hang with the kid, I don’t have to ask again Go to the stars up above Breaking my character, I think I’m falling in love Enjoy it, before my time runs out Get her whatever she wants, I don’t care I want you to be better Ohh, better than me I want you to be better Better than me, oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh Better than me, I want you to be better Better than me, I want you to be better Better than me Better than me, better than me I want you to be better, better than me Things are getting worse it’s sloping Depression got me moping Hunched over, bent over, turn over Come here, over there, over here Over where? Look me in the eyes cause you can’t stare Don’t read my mind, it’s hard to bare Polar bear, I’m cold, I’m all white I said polar bear, I’m alright That’s a lie, I’m drowning My heart is pounding you snatched my soul Took me away, my vision I lost sight of my goals Don’t listen to the bros, I stopped caring about the fallen foes Reading me wrong trying to figure out which route to choose I want you to be better Ohh, better than me I want you to be better Better than me, oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh Better than me, I want you to be better Better than me, I want you to be better Better than me Finally led her to me said you wanted to stay away from me I really didn’t understand what you mean I was calling you hoping you’ll come clean Instead, you put bad thoughts in my dream With valid heels and you being better than me And honestly, I wished that was true But lately, I’ve been more truthful than you I was Troy with the scoops and before you All of my girls messed with the group I chose to pick you up in the coupe Realized you were different from your group, but you sat down And pulled a letter from under your seat It said I wanted you to be better than me
24.
Luv is Rage 02:44
Luv is rage What did I say? Like Uzi said, Luv is rage And when you get to that stage You don’t know what to do anymore It’ll get you chased, it'll get you chased Luv is rage, get you chased, luv is rage Luv is rage, luv is rage Don’t start. Don’t start what? What I say? What did I say? Luv is rage, luv is rage Luv is rage, luv is rage, spiritual kids go grab that sage On the next chapter cause, we ripped that page We moving cause park is not engaged Never fazed, your girl said I’m chill, I’m just laid Looking at me like a snack she wanna eat me like lays On my SoundCloud, she gives me plays Smoking high, I’m lost in days Putting through the hole like a glazed donut Your girl got that Krispy Kreme Better get that checked out That boy's Honda is smoking Reflect back my eyes were blue No tent sun bouncing off my glasses That boy beefing with everyone in his classes He thinks I’m broke, but I got cash in all my stashes He told me good luck, so I put it to his head like goodbye Cut that nig up on bread, that’s rye Luv is rage, so that girl made him cry Luv is rage What did I say? Don’t put it in my face, I was playing Luv is rage, luv is rage, luv is rage Luv is rage, luv is rage, luv is rage Luv is rage Luv is rage Spiritual people go grab that sage They tryna hit us with this metaverse We can’t go back like no way home entering the multiverse I’m gone Going to a different dimension is where it’s at I’m leaving this trash system and reality I wanna build a dynasty with everyone I want to build an empire with all of them, But they were mono They didn’t see the bigger picture Of everyone coming together as one It’s all gonna work out cause I just won yerrr Get you chased Luv is rage, luv is rage, luv is rage Luv is rage, luv is rage
25.
It’s so messed up Why can stand right? Ugh yeah, it’s really difficult It doesn’t have to be this way Like why, I’m trying, I’m trying, but they’re just not getting it Knowing I’m not, imagine bro like if you don’t make it work bro But why though? But why? Back in the day, I was scraping for something Back in the day, I had to grind out of nothing Back in the day, people laughed at me thought I was funny Back in the day, I was broke now I’m wealthy Back in the day, I had nothing and now I’m something Back in the day folk used to called me ugly Back in the day no one ever wanted me Back in the day, I was grinding for something Back in the day, I was fighting for something Back in the day, I used to be broke now I’m rich Back in the day, I was asleep now I’m awake Back in the day, I was shy and quiet Back in the day, I used to be nothing, used to be nothing It’s so messed up Why can stand right? Ugh yeah, it’s really difficult It doesn’t have to be this hard, okay, ugh M4, had some nigs knocking at my door I got heat and they want some more 40 shots, awaken the neighbors from their snore Calling the cops, there is no more That’s just back in the day Now, now, I really don’t pray You want me to go, but then want me to stay I can’t love this way I feel trapped like how it was back in the day In the hood, we don’t understand the mess we made I got my uncle stashed up in the kitchen because he was cremate Talking out your mouth will get you laid Made that boy eat it, he had a chip on his shoulder Had a lot of ish to say Moved him out the way like a bolder Now I’m older and I don’t have the patience anymore You tryna pull up on me at the store I got some ish that’ll knock out aboard I went on vacation it felt like a tour White people around, but they didn’t ignore Took pictures and we explored Stringing me like a guitar, she loves my chords No Honda, I’m wrapped around her like an anaconda I don’t fuk with the snakes Had to change my breaks Had to cut off all the fakes even though one was from back in the day Actually, I had to go up up Up town, that’s where he stay Faked on his girl, what a mess we made Then I went to his house, out of rage Turn the place into a slaughterhouse, ima animal Look at how I was raised Cops found me with Smooth DoubleB’s blade aye aye Yeah and that’s back in the day That was back in the, well ish that was like yesterday Back in the day, I was scraping for something Back in the day, I had to grind out of nothing Back in the day, people laughed at me thought I was funny Back in the day, I was broke now I’m wealthy Back in the day, I had nothing and now I’m something Back in the day folk used to called me ugly Back in the day no one ever wanted me Back in the day, I was grinding for something Back in the day, I was fighting for something Back in the day, I used to be broke now I’m rich Back in the day, I was asleep now I’m awake Back in the day, I was shy and quiet Back in the day, I used to be nothing, used to be nothing, yeah

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Smooth DoubleB has been making music since 2020 and he wants to awaken people's souls through music. He makes relatable music, so you can heal, grow, and become your greatest version. For more music, checkout his link: linktr.ee/DoubleBB

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